February 2012
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dreamsercem asked: Hey, I stumbled onto your "weight fail" post :/ I'm sorry you feel that way. It probably sounds SO weird coming from a totally RANDOM tumblr girl, but you really don't need to feel like that. Weight loss won't make you happy, and all in all, most people gain everything back anyway. Life's about acceptance. You have loved ones, you have a working,healthy body, and a...
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weight fail
I’ve tried everything I can think of to lose weight the healthy way, and I’m just gaining it. I’ve put myself on a 1300 calorie diet, have been exercising almost everyday and eating healthy not junk. I’ve cut out all meat, mainly because, I don’t like meat, and have been making sure to get all my protein. Eating salads with little italian dressing and putting kidney...
January 2012
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What happens now?
What happens when you let boyfriends get in-between friendships? Whats happens when your boyfriends don’t like your best friends? When you drift apart, break promises, stop talking, when what use to be everyday turns into once a month if were lucky? I’ve never felt so far from you. To the person, I thought would alway be here, through the hard parts. When your boyfriend, yells at you,...
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I finally thought I had everything I ever wanted, turns out what I wanted changed.
December 2011
12 posts
liars & weed
I hate liars, there is no point in lying to me about such trivial things especially when I going to find out. what the fuck is the point, honesty are you just trying to piss me off. Nothing makes me angrier then lying. Everyone in the world fucking lies, not that I don’t but, I really see no point. If everyone were truthful the world would be such a better place. Actually you know what I...
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weight Update
185! I’ve lost 20 pounds so far, and I’m starting p90x tomorrow. I only get to do it for about 30 days, but should help.
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Christmas
Christmas is one of my least favorite holidays. Yeah, sure I get presents, but the atmosphere at my house just sucks. My mom is always depressed, that she didn’t get anything, that she spend all the money, that everyone around her is better off, that she is the reject of the family, that all she does it sit in her room and cry all day. My father just looks down, because most of his family is...
Love?!
I realized recently, I’m in love. I still get the butterfly feeling when I know I’m going to see him. He makes me happy, I can see us together forever. The only part is I know he terrible for me and that I shouldn’t care as much as I do. I almost wish I didn’t love him. He doesn’t want to be with me. Everyone tells me he does and that he is worried that dating me will...
October 2011
10 posts
I hate you
My parents just totally fucked me over. They never paid my tuition from last semester when I gave them more then enough to do so. I can’t schedule my classes until they do. Its 600$ where am I suppose to come up with 600 fucking dollars. In time to schedule for next semester, I’ll tell you I fucking won’t. Looks like I’m being forced to drop out of college due to my fucked...
slumpy slump.
Most awkward experience today. Plus just a relatively bad day all together. I really need to stop coming home. I really need a boyfriend is the problem, I need to get outta this slump. I grades are being heavy effected too. Life will get better, right?
Mhmm
ikilledbarbieee:
How many times do you have to get hurt until you finally figure out he’s not the one? /:
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I’m so upset. I really don’t know how much longer I can’t keep myself together. I’m about to cry right now. How can there honestly be no one that cares about me in this world. I don’t think I’m particularly ugly, fat or have the worst personality. He doesn’t care at all, no one does. It makes me feel so horrible about everything. I do everything he wants,...
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Complicated
I’m so tired of not knowing what to do. I don’t wanna be with you, but I do. I wanna try to find someone better, but my fear is rejection. I can’t handle it. It doesn’t matter if I don’t or do want you because I think you’ll never want me. You’re more confusing to me then anything in this world, you’re a puzzle and I hate to say it but I love it. The...
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Lamee
hmm, Next time I decided to look at a fb friendship of me and an ex, slap me. But also its kinda funny to see what they used to say about you and how they say the same thing to there new gf.
What happened?
And thats why I don’t party lol. Overall I guess it was probably the most reckless thing I have ever done. Came home to a heartbreak, but then again that happens all the time, and I just take it. I need to make a decision, to go and never look back or stay and let my heart crack and just piece away. Why do you have to be like this?
September 2011
44 posts
I’m feeling a little down today. Must be the pms. I hate this feeling. :(
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College
I really need to stop be such a procrastinator! I don’t think there has ever been a time in my life were I’m so distracted that I’m not reading or studying or really doing anything for my classes. I usually do all the work for the next week on the weekend, but because I end up going home to see a certain person I haven’t been doing that. I just got a 67% on my first test of...
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I go home to much.. Oh well one day I’ll stay at college a weekend. :)
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Love has a funny way of showing it's self
I haven’t slept that well in a long time, I always knew I’d sleep better in your arms then anywhere else .<3 I’m very content with my life right now, its not ideal but its making me happy for now. I thought about dropping you and never looking back. You convinced me to say around, you say you’ll stop the drugs, you say you’ll do better in school, and you say you...
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