December 2011
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liars & weed
I hate liars, there is no point in lying to me about such trivial things especially when I going to find out. what the fuck is the point, honesty are you just trying to piss me off. Nothing makes me angrier then lying. Everyone in the world fucking lies, not that I don’t but, I really see no point. If everyone were truthful the world would be such a better place. Actually you know what I...
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weight Update
185! I’ve lost 20 pounds so far, and I’m starting p90x tomorrow. I only get to do it for about 30 days, but should help.
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Christmas
Christmas is one of my least favorite holidays. Yeah, sure I get presents, but the atmosphere at my house just sucks. My mom is always depressed, that she didn’t get anything, that she spend all the money, that everyone around her is better off, that she is the reject of the family, that all she does it sit in her room and cry all day. My father just looks down, because most of his family is...
Love?!
I realized recently, I’m in love. I still get the butterfly feeling when I know I’m going to see him. He makes me happy, I can see us together forever. The only part is I know he terrible for me and that I shouldn’t care as much as I do. I almost wish I didn’t love him. He doesn’t want to be with me. Everyone tells me he does and that he is worried that dating me will...