Love?!
I realized recently, I’m in love. I still get the butterfly feeling when I know I’m going to see him. He makes me happy, I can see us together forever. The only part is I know he terrible for me and that I shouldn’t care as much as I do. I almost wish I didn’t love him. He doesn’t want to be with me. Everyone tells me he does and that he is worried that dating me will make him lose me forever. But, I can’t wait for him forever. I have a crush, its nothing more then that. I know he doesn’t have the same feelings, but part of me believes I should try it, try to get him to like me. I would rather be with the only I love but, I can’t wait for him to realize what he has in me, that he loves me too.
